I have no idea whats going on!
My head doesnt know what to think, My heart doesnt know what to feel, and i dont think i can cope much longer.
My emotions are all over the place, one moment im having the best day ever and the next i can be depressed like you cannot imagine. Its like having Bipolar (no offence meant to anyone that does have said illness)
A certain little madam (un-named im afraid) is making my life unbearable, and im thankfully not the only person that feels like this about said life ruining bitch.
My (mostly) wonderful boyfriend is in such a wierd way at the present time, i dont know what to do to help him, any suggestions on how i can get him to open up to me?? Would be greatly appreciated.
And to top it all off certain members of my family are trying to make me miserable i swear it!

Well anyway i think im finished with my little rant for now, Any suggestions on how to drag my pathetic life back from the brink of insanity would grant an incredibly huuuge internet hug.




P.S. favourite quotes that make me think;
"I whispered: I'm Incomplete in a way no one will ever know. Dreams broken like shards of glass. Hearts bleeding through endless pain Why put ourselves through it?. He merely replied: tis is life, your incomplete so someone can complete you, Dreams break so that new can flourish, and hearts bleed to appreciate true love." A Saying Of Myn
"and so the lion fell in love with the lamb" - Edward Cullen Twilight
"if i knew where poems came from i'd go there" - Micheal Longley
"he has been trying to sing love into existance again and he has failed" Margaret Atwood Eating Fire
"what is this?" siad the leopard "that is so 'sculively dark and yet so full of little pieces of light?" - Rudyard Kipling just so stories
"was there only one world after all, which spent its time dreaming of others?" - Philip Pullman the subtle knife
"i woke up and knew he was gone. straight away i knew he was gone. when you love somebody you know these things" - David Almond skellig
"believe me when life seems to be at its grimmest, there's a light hidden at the heart of things." - Clive Barker abarat
"hope is the thing with feathers" Emily Dickinson hope
"love is friendship on fire" Adam Ink The Perfect Man
"FREAKING WAAAAY" Jaxel, Blondie, NorNor, Rachel Summer '09
"Of course it is happening inside your head, but why on earth should that mean its not real?" - J K Rowling Harry Potter
"The people and the friends we have lost, And the dreams that have faded. Never forget them." - Final Fantasy
"There's not a thing i DON'T cherish." Final Fantasy Advent Children